| Thursday, November 10th, 2005 |
| 2:01 pm |
SHITTY DAY
today really sucks cuz I usually wake up and smoke some but not today since nobody is answering there phones!!! This fucking sucks I need to get high. and theres really not a lot of food in the house today either! so I'm just shit out of luck today with everything!! but I did find out a little bit of good news my little hottie is comin to visit for christmas and now he wants to move back here, I hope he does move back instead of just visiting that would make me be one of the happiest people in the fuckin world. Even though he is an asshole but I can't help myself he's to fuckin hott! but what hot guy isn't an asshole? I don't think there is any guys that aren't dicks...wait I take that back I've met a few! but not around here of course man I hate living in westland, cuz I hate to be single sometimes but over here I sure as hell aint gonna look or find anyone cuz there all the same, they like to fuck there grl then they peace the fuck out well fuck all that shit I aint gonna be one those grls ever, fuck that!!! It relly sucks that it has to be that way but hey I can't do shit about it except not date them, Well I'm gonna go try to find some bud so I can forget about the bullshit!!!! britt Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: disturbed |
| Sunday, June 19th, 2005 |
| 9:27 pm |
the day after!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today we just got back from angelines sisters wedding it was so fun I was soooooooo wasted there were some cute guys there to but they were all way to old for me damn it!!! but I still had a fuckin blast I haen't been that fucked up in a while... It was fucking great though but I gotta go smoke now!!!!!:) britt |
| Thursday, May 12th, 2005 |
| 1:35 pm |
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
damn on saturday me and jimmy got arrested with our friend blaine by fuckin mr miller i HATE THAT MOTHER FUCKER SOOOOOOOO FUCKING BAD HE FUCKIN GOT ALL MY FUCKIN FRIENDS TO!!but n-e ways that fuckin sucks cuz now we gotta go to court a pay a fine so yeah that fuckin sucks asshole big time but when officer miller came he only caught blaine with the pipe and the weed!!! so now he is gonna have too have probation but me and jimmy are staight were just gonna have to pay fines but thats not too bad but now we have to stop smokin cuz at court there gonna piss test us to see if were still smokin which sucks asshole!!!! n-e ways peace the fuck out!!! britt |
| Wednesday, March 16th, 2005 |
| 11:45 am |
I am so high right now and typing this really slow. I need to smoke some more so I can be stoned as fuck!!! hell yeah Current Mood:  high |
| Friday, December 31st, 2004 |
| 12:05 pm |
LIFE SUCKS
Man today just fuckin sucks my boyfriend dumped me yesterday and the way he did was fuckin shady as hell he had his new girl call his sister and she told me!!! how fucked up is that? man this really sucks I hate being single it really sucks at times but then again it dont at other times I dont know what i'm gonna do man this really sucks man why do guys gotta be such assholes? I fuckin hate men!! well gotta go smoke some weed peace the fuck out!!!!! britt |
| Wednesday, December 29th, 2004 |
| 3:30 am |
I hAtE My LiFe!!!!!!!!!
Man today fuckin sucked I called my boyfriend and he gave the phone too his sister and he wouldn't even talk too me at all so I asked him he was avoiding me and he said "Pay back is a bitch aint it" I was like when the fuck did I ever ignore u? and he couldn't answer me!! He is such an asshole why the fuck do guys have too be so complicating and be such assholes?? this fuckin sucks damn it!! this shit is makin all depresed and shit man now I need a cigarette!!!! this is pissin me off soo fuckin bad!!! man my day started off good as hell since I got my bell button peirced and went bowling and got high but then I came home and called his ass and he fuckin ruined my fuckin night!!! I hate guys there such assholes man it fuckin sucks! I swear life just fuckin sucks!! I hate my life soo bad. I wish that I was someone else so fuckin bad!! this sucks!!! britt:( Current Mood:  depressed |
| Monday, December 27th, 2004 |
| 11:22 pm |
yeah that chick I was talking about that left emma that message is a guy! but anyways he wrote me back and still says that she is stupid and he's starting too piss right the fuck off!! cuz emma already says that she is ugly and she isn't and know he's putting this stupid ass shit in her head and it's gonna piss me off so bad!!! man he needs too just shut the fuck up and not say anything else bad about her because she is an awsome person and obviuosly he doesn't know her well enough too even see that so he needs to fuckin basck off and quit saying shit that is gonna put some stupid ass lies in her head and she doesn't need anyone to do that!! so she can just talk bad about herself when there isn't anything bad about her at all!! and that shit pisses me off so fuckin bad and on top of all of it it seems as if my boyfriend doesn't even wanna talk too me... oh joy isn't my life just fuckin great I love it so fuckin much man!!! this fuckin is really shitty! I don't even know whats going on with us anymore because we barely even talk anymore!! I meen his sister tells me that he misses me all the fuckin time but everytime I call him he has too go that just seems a little weird too me!! this fuckin sucks ass man my life is so fucked up right now it's not even funny.we haven't fought about anything and I haven't done anything too make him mad at me at least I don't think I have but I am just really confused right now about our relatoinship and this really fuckin suck soooo bad!! because I really miss him right now and it sucks cuz I am not sure if he even misses me back...damn it I miss him soo much it's not even funny and I hope he feels the same I know I probably souns really obsesive right now but it's a hard thing too handle for me right now I have never really felt like this with any of my boyfriends and it's new too ,e and it just gets soo hard at times because I lov ehim soo much and I don't like being away from him this long and it really sucks... I just hope that he feels the same even though I think he don't man I just wanna brwak down and cry this fuckin sucks soooo fuckin bad well I need too stop talking about it before I do fuckin cry about it soo there for I'm gonna stop writing now bye love always britt |
| Sunday, December 26th, 2004 |
| 10:28 pm |
PARTY
Hell yeah tonights gonna be fun as hell!! but I was at my boyfriends sisters house (which is one of my best friends) and she called him and he said he didn't wanna talk to me because he had people there!! which is understandable but he could have at least said hi or something but oh well I'm over it now!! but n-e-ways I just found out that my cousins mom just found one of our blunts(fuckin'a) and she's gonna flush it but we still have a nother blunt and a few joints so we can still smoke that but were about 2 leave now so peace the fuck out!!! love always britt |
| 1:47 pm |
PARTY TIME HELL YEAH
christmas was awsome!!! I just got home though I had a blast! I read my friend emma's journal and some stupid ass bitch left her the wrong message cuz she aint fucking stupid soo I left her a message lets see how she likes it! I only got 50 dollars for christmas this year which isn't alot but it's enough too get me fucked up hell yeah I was gonna roll but I promised too many people I wouldn't damnit now I wish I wouldn't have so now I can't do it but I can smoke!! yippie well gotta go love alwys britt 1 |
| Sunday, December 19th, 2004 |
| 5:00 am |
Life is one big PARTY
Man today is a slow sunday I just woke up and I didn't go to bed untill 5:30.Iam trying to get a hold of my friend emma but she's not answering her phone and she hasn't wrote me back on the comments I have sent her it seemslike she's trying to ignore me but if she is thats fine cuz I miss her but if she don't wanna see me no more thats fine!! oh man there was this drop dead gorgeus guy at the bowling alley the other night and he blew me a kiss and winked at my cousin.wellgotta go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!britt |
| Friday, June 4th, 2004 |
| 3:04 pm |
FUCKED UP DAY
man I am pissed cuz today Jimmy got to go to CEDAR POINT thats not fair I wanna go!!! the only good thing about it is that at school we hade a free-day since there was barely any kids there cuz everybody is at CEDAR POINT!!! and I almost got suspended cuz me and Erin were by ms.Goebels room and she wrote us up for being by her class and talking to her students but mr.Fish said that its stupid to write us up for something that stupid so he sent us back to class....then I was trying to give emma her note from me but she hit me cuz she was sleeping and I woke her up so she was pissed (I guess)!!!! so yeah today was kinda fucked up!!!!! Current Mood:  and a still pissedCurrent Music: I dunno |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
| 12:06 pm |
just another day (damn)
i'm so fucking bored I don't know what to do with myself ( I wish I was fucked up) yesterday I did stuff and my dad came home early and he was like why are your eyes red so I acted like I didn't know why(even though I did)I just found out that I'm getting off grounded at the end of June. Man my teacher just asked me what I was doing and I said i'm typing in a journal he was like what and he got pissed cuz I yelled at him and told him if he don't want me to yell then maybe he shouldn't be so fucking stupid (I HATE TEACHERS)!!! He was like you don't have to be so rude. oh well gotta go ~grace~ |
| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 |
| 1:55 pm |
fucked up
man this fuckin sucks I am grounded almost my whole fuckin summer all because I lied........... jimmy is grounded longer then me cuz he was caught smokin weed man I got fucked up last weekend and I ended up throwing up oh yeah I got caught drinking too well gotta go peace Current Mood: pissed off |
| Tuesday, March 16th, 2004 |
| 9:09 am |
this morning I woke up for school and I forgot my notebook with my homework in it and now i'm screwed.well bye. |
| Saturday, January 31st, 2004 |
| 11:03 pm |
man tonight is so gay!!!!!!!! jimmy is being an asshole to me cuz he knows that my dad is gonna do anything for cuz it's his birthday.him and his buddys are haggin out in his bedroom and i was sitting in there with them and jamie is over here to cuz i had no one to hang out with but we were sitting on the top bunk and then jimmy starts bitching about me leaning over the railing so when i did it he pulled my hair and told me to go back on the top bunk so i did and ryan was on the phone and i looked down there to see if he was still on there and jimmy got pissed off and came out and told my dad that if i dont get out of his room he's gonna kick my ass so my dad came in there bitchin at me telling me to get out so i did.!!!!and jamie stayed in there with jimmy and his buddys so yeah i'm pissed at her!!!!!she came over here cuz i asked her to since i had no one to hang out with cuz jimmy and his friends are hangin out so now i have no one to hang out with since jamie wants to hang out with jimmy and his friends!!! Current Mood: pissed off |
| 2:40 pm |
tomorrow is jimmy's birthday which is also super-bowl-sunday. were going to transitions and it's gonna be so much fun!! Even though I only go on the little jumps!! I only roller blade while i'm there.well I haven't wrote in a while but that's all right.i'm bored and i'm not aloud to go anywhere or do basicly anything cuz i'm grounded cuz I got suspended for fighting.i'm suspended for six days.some stupid little boy was talking shit about me so I kicked his ass.but the kid didn't get in as much trouble as me!!!! well i will write back some time soon bye ~grace~ |
| Wednesday, January 28th, 2004 |
| 1:37 pm |
school day (gay)
hey I haven't wrote in a while.me and jimmy is suppossed to go stay the night at racheals tonight but we might not be able to since she might not have aarons truck well i gotta go bye |
| Friday, January 23rd, 2004 |
| 10:02 am |
school day
i'm sitting in school with alysia and i'm bored.we have free time right now.well that's all i can think of to write. ~grace~ |
| Friday, January 16th, 2004 |
| 7:55 pm |
I wish...........
god my life is so sucky I can't do nothing about it neither I can't stop loving ryan so much.He'll never love me though god my life sucks alot.I wish my life could be better I meen it just seems like the only person that loves me is my dad,mom and, siblings.sometimes I wished that I could be someone different. God it seems like everybody was put on this earth to make my life miserable.I meen I love ryan so much and nobody even understands how it is. god this really sucks.my life is so bad.I would never kill myself but sometimes I wanna be dead!!!!!well i'm gonna go bye!!!!!!!!!! ~grace~ Current Mood: stressed,depressed & a nobody! |
| Monday, January 12th, 2004 |
| 2:38 pm |
BAD day!!!!!!
This sucks we can't stay the night at the stacy house on tuesday because they're locking it up on wednesday morning so we can't unless we all get up at the crack of dawn and i'm not doing that cuz I have to get up early for school.but were still going over there to hang out for a while though so that will be fun.I asked why we couldn't just stay there tonight but they said we can't b-cuz nerrisa has stuff to do today.were all gonna stay the night at chuck's though probably...well I came home from school early today b-cuz I had cramps really bad and I didn't have any midol!!! but I have to go get my brother from school with my dad so I will write back later probably so bye--- ~GRACE~ Current Mood: crappy |
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